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Suffering, Science and the “I Am”: How Trauma and Adaptation Reveal a Divine Design

Written by Kevin Sarbora | Aug 30, 2025 9:46:06 AM

The Age-Old Question of Suffering and God

One of the toughest questions in theology asks: If an all-powerful, loving God exists, why is there so much suffering? Wars, famine, disease, and personal traumas often seem incompatible with a benevolent Creator. From a limited human perspective, such pain appears pointless or cruel. This has long been a cornerstone of the “problem of evil” in philosophy. Critics argue that an omnipotent God should simply eliminate needless pain. However, this reasoning may stem from a human bias – our understandable aversion to pain – that overlooks a deeper purpose suffering might serve. If we broaden our perspective, scientific insights into biology, psychology, and physics can shed new light on why hardship exists. Paradoxically, modern research suggests that adversity is often the catalyst for growth, adaptation, and innovation in life. In other words, suffering may be part of the very mechanism by which creation progresses, pointing toward a deliberate design. Before dismissing God on the basis of life’s pains, we should examine how pain operates in the natural world – and whether those operations hint at a Creator’s plan.

Adversity as a Catalyst for Growth

Every athlete knows the saying “no pain, no gain.” At the biological level, this is more than a cliché: muscles grow stronger by being strained and repairing themselves, and the immune system learns to fight pathogens by first being exposed to them. Interestingly, psychology finds a similar pattern. Research shows that experiencing moderate levels of adversity in life can actually lead to better mental health and resilience compared to experiencing no adversity at all. In a study of over 2,300 people, those who had been through some challenges (but not overwhelming trauma) later reported higher well-being and life satisfaction than both people with a heavy history of trauma and those with a completely easy life. Adversity, in the right amounts, seems to inoculate us against future stress by building our coping “muscles.”

Beyond resilience, hardship can spur profound positive changes. Psychologists have identified a phenomenon called post-traumatic growth (PTG) – significant personal development following trauma. Common themes reported by people who undergo PTG include:

  • A renewed appreciation for life and what truly matters.
  • Enhanced personal strength, realizing one can survive great difficulty.
  • Stronger, more meaningful relationships forged through compassion and shared struggle.
  • Spiritual growth, such as deepening faith or sense of purpose.
  • Recognition of new life paths and possibilities that weren’t considered before the hardship.

Not everyone who suffers experiences these benefits, and surely no one wishes for trauma. But it’s striking that many do emerge from darkness with new light in their lives. As one article notes, people who endure adversity often gain greater empathy for others’ suffering and a richer perspective on life. Far from destroying them, struggles can transform and refine individuals, much like fire purifies gold. This resiliency and growth capacity hints that living creatures (including humans) are designed to learn and adapt through challenges, not in spite of them.

Trauma in the Body: Endocrine and Epigenetic Imprints

Crucially, when we talk about emotional pain or stress, it’s not merely “in our heads.” Trauma leaves physical traces in the body, especially via the endocrine and nervous systems. For example, in dangerous or highly stressful situations, our bodies release stress hormones (like adrenaline and cortisol) to trigger “fight or flight” responses. These hormones affect heart rate, metabolism, immunity – virtually every system – preparing us to survive the threat. Normally, once the threat passes, hormone levels return to baseline. But with severe or chronic trauma, the body’s stress regulation itself can change long-term.

Consider post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD): researchers have found that people with PTSD often show atypically low levels of cortisol, the primary stress hormone. This seems counterintuitive – we expect cortisol to be high under stress. In PTSD, the stress system may become hypersensitive and “burnt out” from overdrive, leading to a blunted cortisol response. In a remarkable finding, these hormonal changes can appear in the children of trauma survivors as well. A study of pregnant women who survived the 9/11 World Trade Center attack found that those who developed PTSD had low cortisol levels – and their babies, tested at 9 months old, also had unusually low cortisol. The infants had never experienced the trauma directly, yet the mother’s emotional shock altered the babies’ endocrine systems before birth. In another example, adult children of Holocaust survivors have been observed to have lower cortisol and higher anxiety on average. These cases imply that extreme stress can biochemically “program” the body, potentially as a way of priming the next generation to be alert to danger.

The mechanism for these inherited effects is increasingly traced to epigenetics – changes in gene expression caused by experience, not by DNA sequence mutations. Trauma doesn’t rewrite your DNA code, but it can mark genes with chemical tags (like methyl groups) that dial those genes’ activity up or down. Think of it as “sticky notes” on the genome telling certain genes to be more active or stay silent. These epigenetic markers can be long-lasting, and astonishingly, sometimes they pass from parent to child. As one science writer put it, the physiological experience of trauma can “hitchhike atop our DNA” – the DNA sequence stays the same, but the way it functions is altered, effectively carrying the memory of the trauma forward.

For instance, children and even grandchildren of people who endured the Dutch “Hunger Winter” famine (1944–45) showed higher rates of health issues – obesity, diabetes, mental illness – decades later. Scientists were surprised that the effects persisted into the grandchildren of the women who were pregnant during that famine. The bodies of the famine survivors’ descendants seemed to be in “survival mode,” as if biologically bracing for scarce food even in times of abundance. In effect, the famine left epigenetic markers that predisposed the next generations to conserve calories and handle starvation – an adaptive edge if famine reoccurred, though a liability in food-rich environments, as evidenced by higher obesity.

This field is young, but a consistent picture is emerging: intense experiences can literally become part of our biology, beyond just memories. Emotional trauma, especially early in life, can alter stress hormone circuits, immune function, even brain connectivity. These alterations can then influence one’s children via changes in the womb, in breast milk hormones, or through behaviors and parenting patterns. It’s a sobering thought that the pains of one generation may extend into the flesh of the next. Yet it also suggests that pain is not pointless; rather, it is registered and remembered by our very cells as if to say: “this mattered; prepare for it in the future.” The human organism is built to adapt to hardships by encoding them into our physiology.

Inheriting the Wounds – and Wisdom – of Generations

The idea of generational trauma can sound disheartening – are we just saddled with our ancestors’ pain? Indeed, studies have documented that children of those who survived extreme trauma (wars, genocides, severe abuse) are often more prone to anxiety, depression, or stress-related illnesses. However, this inheritance is not simply nature’s cruel joke. There is growing evidence that intergenerational trauma effects can be a form of adaptation. Our bodies and genes are essentially saying, “This is a dangerous world – be on guard.” As one clinical researcher explains, when someone experiences trauma, genes related to survival modes get activated, and “we then pass these genes on to our offspring in order to prepare them for possible traumatic events.” In other words, the heightened stress sensitivity in the next generation may serve to make them more vigilant and resilient in the face of similar threats. Their baseline might be one of caution and preparedness, which can be advantageous if they truly face comparable dangers. Epigenetics potentially explains why effects of trauma may endure long after the threat is gone – it’s a way of transmitting hard-earned lessons** biologically.

Rachel Yehuda, a pioneering neuroscientist in this field, notes that while offspring of trauma survivors can have greater vulnerability to stress, the changes in them might help cope with adversity. “There is some evidence that the epigenetic response may serve as an adaptation that might help the children of traumatized parents cope with similar adversities.” So, a child inheriting an anxious disposition from a parent with PTSD might, in a world filled with threats, actually respond faster to danger and survive because of that very hyper-vigilance. It’s a double-edged sword: constantly being in “survival mode” is taxing and can harm health (leading to issues like hypertension or heart disease over time), but it also means being ready for the worst when the worst comes. Evolutionarily, if even a few of these offspring handle catastrophes better and pass on their genes, the population grows more robust.

Crucially, these epigenetic “wounds” are not irrevocable curses. Positive environments and healing interventions can soften or even erase some of these markers over time. Just as trauma can write a biochemical story, so can safety, love, and nourishment. Researchers have found that nurturing parenting or stress-free conditions in subsequent generations can dial back the stress gene activation caused by ancestral trauma. In essence, the script written by trauma is not permanent – new experiences can overwrite parts of it. This aligns with a hopeful note: suffering may impact us deeply, but recovery and growth can also ripple outward across generations. Just as the Bible speaks of blessings being passed to future generations, science is finding that healing can be inherited, too. We are remarkably plastic creatures; the same epigenetic mechanisms that carry fear and pain forward can also carry forward resilience and recovery when given the chance.

Evolutionary Progress Through Pain

Zooming out to a grand timescale, the role of suffering in the natural world becomes even more apparent. Life on Earth has advanced over billions of years through a process of trial, error, and adaptation – in a word, through evolution. Evolution by natural selection is inherently fueled by struggle: organisms face challenges in the environment (predators, climate, competition for food), and only those individuals that cope best (through some advantageous trait) survive to pass on their genes. Those advantages often arise from random genetic variations, but whether a variation is “good” or “bad” is determined by how it fares against adversity. Without harsh winters, droughts, disease outbreaks, or predators, many of the remarkable adaptations we see in nature would simply never have developed. Necessity is the mother of invention – and in evolution, necessity often comes in the form of hardships. For example, the existence of predators drives prey species to become faster, stealthier, or better camouflaged; conversely, prey defenses drive predators to become more cunning or cooperative hunters. This arms race can elevate both over time, increasing the overall ingenuity and diversity of life.

Even mass suffering events have led to leaps forward in life’s history. The fossil record shows at least five mass extinction events, each wiping out a large fraction of species – talk about colossal suffering on a global scale. Yet, after each cataclysm, life rebounded, often radiating into new forms and occupying new niches that were previously unavailable. The end of the age of dinosaurs (after a massive asteroid impact 66 million years ago) was tragedy for those creatures, but it opened ecological space for mammals (and eventually humans) to flourish. It seems built into the fabric of life that great loss can set the stage for new growth. Forest wildfires offer an analogy: a blaze causes immediate devastation, but it also clears dead underbrush and triggers certain seeds to germinate, ultimately leading to a renewed, sometimes even more vibrant forest. While cruel in the short term, such cycles can be cleansing and regenerative in the long term.

From an evolutionary standpoint, suffering and death are not aberrations; they are part of how the system works to create complexity and resilience. This is admittedly cold comfort on the individual level – being the prey that gets eaten or the tree that burns is no one’s wish. But it underscores a potential answer to “Why would God allow pain?”: Without challenges to overcome, living things would stagnate. A world without any suffering might sound utopian, but it would likely be static, with no impetus for creatures to grow stronger, smarter, or more compassionate. Much as a child protected from all difficulty grows up helpless, a biosphere without hardship might never develop wisdom or innovation. Evolution has built a stunningly adaptive tree of life, one that can adjust to asteroid impacts, ice ages, plagues – but it could only do so by experiencing those trials. In this way, one could view the evolutionary process as a refining fire, with God’s creation learning and improving through the feedback of suffering. This doesn’t make disasters and pain “good” in themselves, but it suggests they serve a critical role in the greater good of life’s journey.

An Open, Adaptive Universe by Design

Science not only illuminates biology’s response to suffering; it also reveals that the entire universe is set up for adaptability and freedom. Earlier generations of scientists (like in Isaac Newton’s day) saw the universe as a perfectly predictable clockwork mechanism, governed by rigid laws with no room for uncertainty. If that were true, everything that happens – including all suffering – would simply be mechanical necessity, and it would be hard to see where human freedom or divine guidance could enter. But 20th-century science shattered the clockwork image. In physics, two revolutionary fields – quantum mechanics and chaos theory – have shown that nature, at fundamental levels, has built-in unpredictability and flexibility.

At the subatomic scale, quantum physics famously tells us that particles are “fuzzy” and indeterminate until observed. An electron isn’t a neat little planet orbiting a nucleus, but rather exists as a “cloud of probability” – a smeared-out wave of possible locations. Only when it interacts or is measured does this wave “collapse” to a definite position. In other words, matter itself is not as solid as it appears; it has a ghostly, potential quality. Werner Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle further codified that you cannot pin down certain pairs of properties (like position and momentum) at the same time – there’s an inherent uncertainty in the fabric of reality. This quantum fuzziness isn’t just a quirk; it might be profoundly important. It suggests that the universe is not a deterministic script but a dynamic, open-ended process at its core. Some theologians and physicists have speculated that this indeterminacy could be one way that free will is possible (if our brains leverage quantum effects), or even how God subtly influences events without breaking natural laws – by nudging probabilities in one direction or another in those tiny uncertainties. While such ideas remain speculative, the key point is that science has discovered genuine openness and “freedom” within nature’s laws.

Chaos theory, on the other hand, deals with complex systems like weather, ecosystems, or even the orbits of planets. It finds that even systems governed by strict deterministic equations can exhibit unpredictable, chaotic behavior if they are sensitive to small changes. This sensitivity is sometimes called the “butterfly effect” – a tiny perturbation (like a butterfly flapping its wings) might lead weeks later to a giant storm, in ways essentially impossible to predict in advance. Physicist (and Anglican priest) John Polkinghorne emphasized that these discoveries portray a world with a genuine “openness of the future.” He notes that chaotic systems, though lawful, have an “intrinsic unpredictability” that makes them ontologically (not just practically) indeterminate. In Polkinghorne’s view, this means the universe is not a deterministic cage; it is more like a playground of potential, where true novelty can emerge. Such a world would allow for human free will – our choices are not pre-scripted by physics – and it would allow for God to interact with creation in subtle ways. Polkinghorne suggests that God can act as an invisible influence, inputting “active information” into the flexibility of cosmic history. Rather than violating the laws of nature with flashy miracles, God could guide outcomes within the leeway that quantum randomness and chaos provide. This idea is sometimes called the “free-process defense” in theodicy: God gifts creation the freedom to make itself, to evolve and self-organize, which inevitably includes natural evils (disasters, extinctions) as part of the package. A world allowed to be truly itself must unfold with a degree of uncertainty – and thus will have both beauty and tragedy as it develops.

The notion that “the world is a creation” designed for such freedom is actually a motivating belief for many scientists who are people of faith. Far from seeing science and God in conflict, they view science as a way to understand God’s handiwork. Polkinghorne once remarked, “Science is possible because the world is a creation and we are creatures made in the image of a Creator.” In other words, the universe follows rational laws because a rational Mind conceived it, and our human minds can grasp those laws because they reflect that same Mind. Likewise, the evolutionary potentiality built into nature echoes a theological idea: that God endowed creatures with the ability to “be themselves and make themselves”. Rather than puppets on a string, we and all creatures have genuine agency in how the future unfolds. This perspective transforms the age-old question. It’s not that God is absent or uncaring when we suffer; it’s that God has chosen to work through a participatory, emergent process rather than constant supernatural intervention. The universe is not a fixed blueprint but a story being co-authored – with risk, freedom, and meaningful input from created beings. Such a design inevitably entails some chaos and pain (because without the possibility of going wrong or getting hurt, freedom would be an illusion), but it also allows for authentic love, growth, courage, and discovery.

The “I Am” in Everything: A Divine Perspective on Suffering

In the Bible, when Moses asks for God’s name, God responds, “I Am Who I Am.” This mysterious phrase has been interpreted by theologians to mean God is Being itself – the very ground of existence. If God is the source of all that is, then nothing in creation is truly outside of God’s domain or knowledge. This doesn’t mean everything that happens is morally good or directly willed by God, but it implies that all reality – even the painful parts – somehow participates in the being of God and can serve a purpose in the fullness of time. Why is there suffering? Perhaps because a world without the possibility of suffering could never know the full breadth of love, courage, or growth – it would be a static world, not truly alive. From the divine perspective (“I Am”), what matters might not be momentary comfort, but the evolution of souls and of life toward a greater good. Suffering, while evil in itself, may be the dark tunnel that life has to tunnel through to reach the light on the other side. We humans naturally recoil from pain (and we should minimize needless suffering when we can), but we also know from personal experience that struggle shapes character. As an analogy, think of a loving parent who nevertheless lets a child face challenges: a mother takes her child for vaccinations even though it causes pain, because she foresees the lifelong protection it gives. A father might let a teenager make their own mistakes (within safe limits) so that they learn responsibility. In a similar way, God’s creation is “programmed” to learn from trials, because a greater end is in view – whether that end is robust life forms, virtuous souls, or, ultimately, freely chosen love.

From a human vantage, it is hard to see the whole picture. Our bias is to want immediate happiness and to question any delay of it. But if we step back, we see evidence that suffering can be fertile soil. Trauma can spark healing and newfound strength in individuals; hardships in one generation can arm the next with biological shields; natural challenges drive species to innovate and diversify; and an element of uncertainty in physics allows for creativity and choice. These observations do not prove the existence of God, but they illuminate how a loving, wise Creator might operate: not by shielding us from every hurt, but by equipping us to overcome and transcend those hurts. As the proverb says, “Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors.” A world without storms would likewise never produce heroes or saints.

In this perspective, science becomes a window into God’s methods. Each discovery – whether it’s epigenetic inheritance or quantum indeterminacy – reveals a creation far more intricate and purposeful than a simplistic, mechanical universe. Rather than contradicting faith, such findings can deepen our awe. They show us a universe that is adaptive at every level, from DNA to ecosystems to galaxies – a universe that behaves as if it were designed to learn, self-correct, and grow. In suffering, we find not a refutation of God’s existence, but an invitation to look closer at how “I Am” works through natural processes. We begin to see that pain and loss are not the end of the story; they are the middle of the story, the tension in a narrative arc that bends toward redemption.

It’s noteworthy that ancient wisdom in many spiritual traditions already intuited some of these truths: that trials strengthen the spirit, that the sins (or traumas) of fathers can visit children (as per the Bible, but also that mercy extends to thousands of generations), and that God can turn what was meant for evil into good. Now, science is giving us the factual, biological underpinnings of those insights. It tells us how the biography becomes biology, how the “sins” or stress of one generation literally affect the next, and how hardship can activate latent capacities within us. This melding of knowledge enriches both our rational understanding and our faith. We can credibly argue – with cross-referenced research and logic in hand – that a world with suffering is not evidence of God’s absence, but can be seen as evidence of a sophisticated divine design: one that values freedom, growth, and relationship over a static paradise.

In conclusion, it appears that suffering, pain, and even generational trauma are woven into the fabric of life as catalysts for evolution – biologically, psychologically, and perhaps spiritually. This does not trivialize the very real grief and injustice that suffering causes. Rather, it reframes those hardships as part of a larger, meaningful context. Just as the seed must crack for the plant to emerge, or as coal must endure pressure to become diamond, we and our world are refined by challenges. Science, in unveiling the elegant ways that life responds to stress – from cortisol levels adjusting in babies to genes turning on survival modes – gives us a glimpse of the mind of God at work. It shows a Creator who doesn’t constantly intervene with miracles to prevent pain, but who built a self-adjusting, learning universe that can transform pain into new life. Seen this way, the age-old question “Why is there suffering if God exists?” finds at least a partial answer: because suffering is the engine of change, the price of freedom, and the crucible of greater love. And science, far from supplanting God, is helping us appreciate just how awe-inspiring this creation is – converting our doubts not into blind certainty, but into a deeper, more nuanced faith that embraces both the logic of research and the mystery of the “I Am.”